Second Chances
by Aaron Brinker
Chapter One
Chaun Hutchins
lived a common life. He had earned his degree, got a job in his field of study,
was married, and had a child on the way. The area of his life that placed him
with a silent minority, was the verbal abuse inflicted by his wife Katrina.
Chaun had no idea that, within the next two hours, his life would drastically
be changed.
It was a cold
night in December. That winter had remained dry. No rain, no ice, only bitter
cold. He and Katrina, were at a party, and she was talking with her best friend
Shannon Billings. Chaun stood off to the side of the room alone. He was usually
personable and outgoing, but lately he was reserved and very distant from most.
He watched as his best friend, Jake, approached him. Jake Billings was
Shannon’s older brother and the host of the party. “Chaun, you all right?”
“Yeah. Why do you
ask?”
“You don’t seem
like yourself tonight. Usually you’re out talking with everyone and getting
people laughing. You just seem quieter than usual.”
“I’m just focused
on the new exhibit opening at the museum this week, that’s all. It’s been in
the works for a long time.” He fidgeted with the glass he was holding,
nervously, running his index finger back and forth along its lip. “I’ve been
getting sick of how Kat’s been treating me lately as well. I know most of it is
hormonal issues with her being pregnant and all, but it still gets to me from
time to time.”
“I can’t imagine
trying to deal with all of that at once. Honestly, I know there were times when
she wasn’t pregnant that she would treat you like dirt. Granted she has a good
heart and all, but a good portion of the time she can come off as very
abrasive.”
“That is true.
I’ve just gotten fed up with it lately.” His head lowered as he looked at the
glass in his hand. “Maybe if I wait until after the baby is born things will
ease up a bit. Like I said, with the hormones going crazy right now it could be
making it worse.”
Jake placed his
hand on Chaun’s shoulder. Chaun raised his head slightly looking at Jake. “You
might have a point. At least get out and start acting like your old self.
Everything at work will be fine. You’ve handled it many times before; this time
should be just like all the rest. Worry about it while you’re at work and not
my party. You should be having fun and not standing in a corner feeling sorry
for yourself.”
Chaun gave a
slight smile, “Maybe you’re right. I’m usually the life of the party. You’ve
always said I typically am like your party’s court jester. Got to admit though…
there are a lot of easy targets here tonight. Look at all these crappy
sweaters. I feel like I’m at a damn convention of grandkids with cheesy
Christmas gifts.”
Jake started
laughing, “That’s more like the Chaun that graces my parties with his presence.
Get your ass out there and have some fun.”
On the other side
of the room, Katrina sat talking with Shannon. It was not a secret among all
the friends that Shannon never thought too highly of Chaun. At times it even
seemed like she despised him. It appeared to everyone that Shannon had not
liked Chaun even in high school. Most thought she had misjudged Chaun’s
carefree and goofy spirit for immaturity. Kat continued talking, “I don’t know
Shannon. He has just seemed so distant lately. It’s not like him. He hardly
talks anymore, he just stays quiet, even on the way up here. He said maybe five
words to me the entire drive up from Indianapolis.”
“You know my
opinion on it. Honestly, I think he’s an idiot and that you could do better.”
“I know how you
feel and I can understand it. I love him and want to stay with him. I probably
haven’t been the easiest to live with since I’ve been pregnant and the hormones
have gone crazy. I’ll have spurts where I go from crying to screaming within a
few minutes of each other. Give him a chance; he’s not all that bad once you get
to know him.”
Shannon looked
down, deep in thought. She looked up to where Chaun was talking with Jake.
“What do you see in him?”
“Honestly, with
how boyish he acts at times you wouldn’t think it but, he is very intelligent.
He’s actually one of the smartest people I know.”
“Hmmm… never would
have guessed it. He always acts so dumb.”
“I know. Someone
meeting him for just a couple minutes wouldn’t be able to guess it. It’s when
you get him when he’s not joking or listen closely while he’s joking that you can
really tell.”
Shannon looked at
Chaun once again, raised her brow in astonishment. “I know Jake calls him the
“Court Jester” of all his parties. Guess it would be kind of hard to be a
jester without wits.”
“I just wish he
would talk more. I’m getting so sick of his quietness. It’s driving me up the
wall.”
“Talk to him then.
Convince him to tell you what’s been bugging him. You aren’t going to get this
settled until you two talk things out.”
“That’s true. I’ll
see if I can get him to talk on the way home. Who knows, maybe we can make up
if we argue on the way home.”
Shannon acted like
she was gagging and about ready to vomit. “That’s disgusting. It’s bad enough I
have to see him when he has his shirt off around the pool in the summer, let
alone think of him naked.” Kat laughed.
“Well I better go
see if he’s ready to go. I know it’s a long drive home and I’ve been decently
tired lately.”
Kat got up and
walked over to where Chaun was talking with a few people. “Chaun, I’m ready to
go. Get my coat and go start the car.” Chaun looked and nodded at her for a
second and started to finish his conversation. “Did you hear me? Go get my coat
and start the car.”
Chaun’s facial
expression changed and he got more of an angry distant look on his face. “If
you guys will excuse me, she’s ready to leave. Have a safe drive home.”
One of the guys
talking to Chaun said, “You too, and congrats on the baby.”
Chaun gave a
slight smile and he and Kat said simultaneously, “Thank you.” Chaun walked to
the other room, grabbed her coat, walked out, and handed it to her. She said,
“Thank you.” He didn’t say a word as he walked out the door and started the
car. Chaun returned a few minutes later. Ten minutes later he and Kat were
saying goodbye to Jake and Shannon.
Jake said, “You
guys drive careful and call us when you get home to let us know you made it
safely.”
Chaun said, “Will
do. Don’t have too much fun once we’re gone.”
Shannon gave Kat a
hug and looked at Chaun, “You treat her well.”
Chaun got a
depressed look on his face, “I always do.” I can’t believe this. Kat treats me
like crap and she tells me to treat her well. They walked out the door and
Chaun opened the passenger door to their 91 Pontiac Sunbird. After Kat was
safely in, he closed the door. He slowly walked around, got in the car, and
backed out of the driveway.
The drive to the
highway, after backing out of Jake’s drive, took only ten minutes. It wasn’t
until they were driving Southbound on highway 31 that Katrina got angry enough
to speak. With as little tact as possible she said, “Why the hell aren’t you
talking to anyone?” Chaun remained silent. “Hello? Are you deaf, or just
ignoring me?”
“I’m not deaf. I
just don’t feel like talking right now.”
“You could have
fooled me. With as little as you’ve spoken lately someone would think you had
gone deaf.”
As Chaun and
Katrina began to yell at each other, a blue Ford explorer pulled ahead into
their blind spot in the passing lane. The Semi-truck in front of them kept at
the same rate of speed. Chaun began to get more and more agitated with Kat. How
could I have been so blind and married someone so hateful. “Look I know your
hormones have been going crazy lately, but that’s no excuse to keep treating me
like shit.”
“I do not treat
you like shit, and how dare you bring the pregnancy into this. I swear Chaun
you are such a moron. You’ll use any excuse available to blame everyone else.”
“I do not blame
everyone else.”
“Yes, you do. It
never fails. Whenever things start to get tough you go and blame someone else
for your problems.”
“I do not blame
everyone else when things get tough. You want to know the reason I’ve been
quiet and introverted lately? It’s because I’ve been nervous as hell about the
new exhibit at work. But you wouldn’t know about that, because you don’t shut
your mouth long enough to actually listen to anyone else.”
Katrina sat with
her mouth open in shock. Chaun had never spoken back to her the way he had at
that moment. She was furious. Her face grew red. Chaun knew what was getting
ready to happen. The rant seemed to ring in his ears before her mouth started
forming the words.
“How dare you talk
to me like that, I’m a woman and deserve to be treated with the utmost respect.
You are a worthless piece of shit. I’m eight months pregnant with our child. My
hormones are going crazy and I have always treated you with respect and love.
And all this time you have remained quiet and acted like a total recluse.”
“You’ve treated me
with nothing but respect and love? What reality have you been living in? Very
rarely have you treated me with respect and anything close to love. You are
spiteful and very hateful. I don’t even know why I married you. You have made
my life a living hell. I’m done. As soon as I can I’m going to file for divorce.
You are mostly the reason I’ve remained quiet for so long. Every time I would
open my mouth you would have some sort of hateful retort. I’m done with being
your victim. Find someone else to treat like dirt.”
It felt like
everything was moving in slow motion. He saw the hurt in her eyes and the tears
form at their corners. He turned to look out the windshield at the road and saw
the semi slam on its brakes. Kat screamed and held onto the dashboard and door
handle. He swerved onto the shoulder to miss the semi.
Chaun saw another
vehicle that was stranded on the side of the road. He had already been hitting
the brake as he veered onto the shoulder. He realized he wasn’t slowing down
enough and then realized the distance was too short to stop completely. The
last thing he remembered was the car slamming into the back of the stranded
vehicle and a nauseatingly painful feeling in both of his legs. Kat’s screams
stopped the instant of the impact.
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